Bubble

 Who among us doesn't have problems going in his/her life? Even children have some tough time picking the color of the crayon they want to use to paint the car which usually ends up being red.

 Sometimes, when I'm sad, I listen to sad songs and watch a sad movie and end up being sadder and depressed and let everything go downhill. I usually cry it out because there's no shame of crying as long as it clears your mind.

 During that time I withdraw myself from the world and just be alone. A break you might call it. But no matter how long are your problems, you got to confront them. You can't just avoid them.

 That break is like living in a bubble, everything is so quiet and perfect around you but as soon as reality pops it everything is back as it was. But that bubble helps you clear things up. I usually and MOSTLY over think everything. So that bubble is like a way to cleanse myself, look at things from another perspective after calming down and getting a grip.

 Everything in this bubble just shares what I'm feeling with me, as if it knew what I'm going through. Everything just becomes blue like me.

Make A Wish

 Today is 11/11/2011, pretty cool eh? It's nothing special just looks cool. Supposedly at 11:11 AM people all over the world will wish for something because it's a lucky number or something. I don't really believe in these stuff because if they were for real then I would've been a millionaire living in a mansion.

 Shooing star, 4 leafed clover, Rabbit's foot, A golden cat, Ladybugs, Horseshoe are just some of the items from all over the world that supposed to bring "good luck". I personally wish whenever I see a shooting star, but when I see it I go Like, " OH! A Shooting Star! Err I Wish For....err..err...crap -.-" and it goes away before wishing for anything.

 On the other hand, some items are considered to bring BAD luck, Like seeing a black cat (by the way I wanna buy a black cat and name it Midnight) or Breaking a mirror brings 7 years of bad luck or the number 13 or anything.

 A Fact about me, whenever I wish something I never wish it for me, I usually wish for my mom or brother or someone dear to me. Maybe, Just Maybe, someone out there is wishing something for you to happen.

Wishing for something isn't stupid, On the contrary! a goal is needed in life and the ambition will keep you going, But you gotta work for what you want not just wish for it. Life won't serve it on a golden plate.....maybe.....unless you were really really REALLY lucky. So It's ok that from time to time you close your eyes, believe and make a wish. But be careful what you wish for cuz you just might get it.

Invisible

Hello? I'm over here! Can't you notice? What am I? Invisible? Nothing? Just air?

 I don't like to be ignored. EVER. I feel Left out. Yeah I may be an attention seeker and be under the spotlight but sometimes it's just too much. specially if I'm being ignored by a loved one.

  No Matter how much I yell, I'm not here. Sometimes I just end up being depressed and stuff but I really don't know. like when you're with your friends talking but no one's really listening or family but no one knows that you're really there. How can you be noticed? would you do ANYTHING to stand out? In School or home or anywhere?

 I always wanted to be invisible as in the superpower to fool around and have fun and no one is actually looking at me, but there's a difference between being invisible and being ignored. being ignored hurts sometimes. maybe it's my lack of self esteem but it really does. It's like I'm Mr. Cellophane.

In Their Shoes

 Yesterday I went to my Aunts' House, And on the way, the streets were jammed with cars. I looked around me and saw different people everywhere, And I wondered, " each one of them has his or her own story, I wonder what is it." looked to my right and saw couples fighting. looked in front of me and I saw a woman in her mid 40s carrying a baby and driving. Another car had a young woman fixing her make up.

 What I'm trying to say is that each person has a story that you don't know. like the couples, you don't know what they were fighting about. Or the woman, why was she alone? where's her husband? is that even her own son? and so on.

 Lately I've been telling my friends an advice, " Put Yourself in Their Shoes. " before judging someone because of a mistake they did or something that happened, put yourself in their place. look at yourself from another perspective. The last time I said that to a friend and telling him the situation from another side, he simply said " OMG! What Have I done. "

 Don't judge someone before walking in their shoes. like see that kid you kept hitting? he had enough abuse at home. see that girl you call fat? she's popping pills. see that boy who you're laughing at because he's crying? his mom is dying.

 "Walk a mile in someone's shoes before judging them. that way when you judge them, you have their shoes AND a mile away."