Leaving The Nest

 Goodbye...

 How many times you had to say that? to people, places, animals or even "dead stuff"?

 Today is kinda my last day in Kuwait. I'll go to Canada in the early morning. Honestly? I've never been alone ever. ever since I was a kid, Mom, Bro & I never really separated. a Triangle as my aunt once described us. 

 I feel like I'm a bird leaving the nest. I'm having mixed up feelings. I'm nervous, excited, sad, Happy all at the same time. I just gotta let go no?

 since this Post is the most personal one yet, I don't really know what I'm saying. I'm just expressing myself.

 We all hate goodbyes. maybe not all goodbyes are bad or sad but mostly they're very emotional. I personally always cry, although I always say that I Won't cry. but there's always 'good' in goodbye, you just gotta look for it. In my case, as I told my mom: " Don't cry cuz it's the end, be happy cuz it's the beginning." it really is!

 I Always thought that my life is a book. and right now I'm on the last page of the first chapter. all that has passed is something and all the yet to come is something else. So since Life's changing around me then I'm gonna make it mine.

 my friend told me that I shouldn't be sad or anything because people come in and out of my life and I shouldn't think about the stuff that I'm gonna miss here. Instead, I should about the exciting stuff I'm gonna experience there!

 in this post I'm gonna put two songs for the two sides. The first one is me leaving my heart in Kuwait and saying goodbye to everything. literally. I kept saying goodbye to my bed, walls, doors, furniture, TV...etc. I seriously love this song and it describes half of me right now.

The OTHER half of me, the happy and excited one says that it's gonna be an adventure and yes I'll go through some hard time but I'm up to it. after all, I am unwritten...